Poem 12.25.21: …I’ll always remember,

…I’ll always remember, the day you said you hated me…I felt so cold and scared, I felt all of me, the parts I built for you corrode and dust the rest of me. I’ll remember, my heart choking. I’ll remember, all the time you never grieved. I’ll remember all the way you hated me. theContinue reading “Poem 12.25.21: …I’ll always remember,”

Poem 12.23.21 – Note to self

Note to self. Come back to that. What’s wrong?!?It’s the flawsIt’s all that, raw. It’s the craws attached,Not the open Paw. Note to self. Come back to that. What’s wrong?!?It’s the flawsIt’s all that, raw. It’s the craws attached,Not the openPaw. As I stare in your face Its clearly lies + Race. It’s on theContinue reading “Poem 12.23.21 – Note to self”

Freestyle poem #1: An industry plant – 12.4.21

I’m a product of my environment. The soil bore from the burning of the Moors, surviving off industrial complex runoff. Weeded and bested by the hands of man and machine. Replanted and remanded for demanding more than sunlight to sustain. Bled for the rain, and asked the cloud to drown me and all around, ifContinue reading “Freestyle poem #1: An industry plant – 12.4.21”

Poem 12.2.21 – Excuse Me…

Excuse me Miss,If you would honor me. Excuse me Miss,Before you dismiss,May I make one request. Excuse me Miss,Please,Excuse me, Miss. If you please honor me with one request. That if I can do one thing left—right. Again, if I can do one thing right, yeah that’s right, right— May I make laugh?If there’s oneContinue reading “Poem 12.2.21 – Excuse Me…”

Meditation 8.29.21 – Good Boy/ Good Taste

Grandma says to this day, “you’re such a good boy,” and I’m inclined to believe her. In fact, it’s been an existential imperative that I explicitly hear these words and see myself. So much of my past used to taste freshly cooked in my mind; more of a gumbo than any fine dining, my memoriesContinue reading “Meditation 8.29.21 – Good Boy/ Good Taste”

Poem 8.28.21 – The Willing

My great untrainable will. I fear your intent. You flow like a river on high without sign of relent. My great unbending will. I fatigue as your vessel. You take, and scantly rent. Damn you, in body and mind we wrestle. My great inextinguishable will. I see your flame and ask,take me with you intoContinue reading “Poem 8.28.21 – The Willing”

Poem 8.28.21 – Feral Heart

Alone,lying next to you. Do you remember when my heart lied for you?Alone, lying next to you. Do you rememberwhen my heart begged you?Alone, lying next to you. Do you remember when my heart cried for you?Alone, lying next to you. Do you remember when my heart beat flurried and died?Alone, lying, lied to, allContinue reading “Poem 8.28.21 – Feral Heart”

Poem 8.28.21 – unbothered.

Much like lightning my spirit’slight streams across ours eyes brightest in the dark of night. The thunder of my voice crashes through your ears, in spite of your wishes for silence and still. Pride, mean more to me than your prowess, your lazy critique of the supernatural. For my excellence is akin to a secondContinue reading “Poem 8.28.21 – unbothered.”